It is now apparent to me that I feel compelled to cut things to avoid HEAT. Cut my LJ entries so people don't give me grief over a three-screener in their "my friends" view, cut my hair so I won't cook in the desert under a cap of my own ex-epidermal filaments, cut my food into little tiny pieces so no one says, "stop gobbling or you'll choke yourself!", and in a meta-sense cut work and go on vacation so as to avoid two weeks of nastiness here (though it will all be kept warm and waiting for me on my return).
And my body's complaints are not pretty, they are trivial and unending. Fix my shin, there are too many scars on my arms, when are you going to get busy and heal that metatarsal bone, help me lose weight, cool me down, oh now I'm cold, that metal plate hurts, SHUTUP SHUT UP SHUUUT UUUP....
"I am in my body the way some people are in their cars." - Laurie Anderson
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Date: 2003-08-20 10:08 pm (UTC)It is now apparent to me that I feel compelled to cut things to avoid HEAT. Cut my LJ entries so people don't give me grief over a three-screener in their "my friends" view, cut my hair so I won't cook in the desert under a cap of my own ex-epidermal filaments, cut my food into little tiny pieces so no one says, "stop gobbling or you'll choke yourself!", and in a meta-sense cut work and go on vacation so as to avoid two weeks of nastiness here (though it will all be kept warm and waiting for me on my return).
And my body's complaints are not pretty, they are trivial and unending. Fix my shin, there are too many scars on my arms, when are you going to get busy and heal that metatarsal bone, help me lose weight, cool me down, oh now I'm cold, that metal plate hurts, SHUTUP SHUT UP SHUUUT UUUP....
"I am in my body the way some people are in their cars." - Laurie Anderson